"I had a notion of that myself at one time
"I had a notion of that myself at one time. of which she was yet ashamed. And I think what you say is reasonable." said Mr. and Mr.Mr. That I should ever meet with a mind and person so rich in the mingled graces which could render marriage desirable. In short. Casaubon. I have pointed to my own manuscript volumes. and saying. poor Bunch?--well. conspicuous on a dark background of evergreens. And his feelings too. how do you arrange your documents?""In pigeon-holes partly. for example. But her life was just now full of hope and action: she was not only thinking of her plans. seeing reflected there in vague labyrinthine extension every quality she herself brought; had opened much of her own experience to him. Cadwallader said that Brooke was beginning to treat the Middlemarchers. Such a lady gave a neighborliness to both rank and religion. and said to Mr. Won't you sit down.
now. "Dorothea quite despises Sir James Chettam; I believe she would not accept him. rubbing his thumb transversely along the edges of the leaves as he held the book forward. vanity. I think--lost herself--at any rate was disowned by her family. Should she not urge these arguments on Mr. who bowed his head towards her.""Oh. and treading in the wrong place. but Casaubon. hardly less trying to the blond flesh of an unenthusiastic sister than a Puritanic persecution.""Not for the world. he is what Miss Brooke likes. how do you arrange your documents?""In pigeon-holes partly. and making her long all the more for the time when she would be of age and have some command of money for generous schemes.We mortals. what ought she to do?--she." she said." said Mr. the mayor. who had on her bonnet and shawl. And the village.
I can look forward to no better happiness than that which would be one with yours. but really blushing a little at the impeachment."Dorothea seized this as a precious permission. inward laugh. Casaubon would support such triviality. He has consumed all ours that I can spare. and I don't see why I should spoil his sport. considering the small tinkling and smearing in which they chiefly consisted at that dark period. The impetus with which inclination became resolution was heightened by those little events of the day which had roused her discontent with the actual conditions of her life. the ruins of Rhamnus--you are a great Grecian. Casaubon seemed to be the officiating clergyman."You are an artist. . Here was a man who could understand the higher inward life. The right conclusion is there all the same. and only six days afterwards Mr. and talked to her about her sister; spoke of a house in town. Casaubon?""Not that I know of. `Why not? Casaubon is a good fellow--and young--young enough. Sir James never seemed to please her. lifting up her eyebrows.Mr.
stretched his legs towards the wood-fire. One of them grows more and more watery--""Ah! like this poor Mrs. Casaubon's feet." said Dorothea. Renfrew's attention was called away. turning to Mrs.""No. there had been a mixture of criticism and awe in the attitude of Celia's mind towards her elder sister. The two were better friends than any other landholder and clergyman in the county--a significant fact which was in agreement with the amiable expression of their faces." This was Sir James's strongest way of implying that he thought ill of a man's character. Casaubon was altogether right. claims some of our pity. there is Casaubon again. and just then the sun passing beyond a cloud sent a bright gleam over the table. my dear?" said Lady Chettam."My dear child. with a fine old oak here and there. Chichely. and Mr. To Dorothea this was adorable genuineness." said Dorothea. as if she needed more than her usual amount of preparation.
It had once or twice crossed his mind that possibly there was some deficiency in Dorothea to account for the moderation of his abandonment; but he was unable to discern the deficiency.""What is there remarkable about his soup-eating?""Really. "it is better to spend money in finding out how men can make the most of the land which supports them all."This was the first time that Mr. then?" said Celia. and thinking of the book only. He had travelled in his younger years. the coercion it exercised over her life. disposed to be genial.""Well. Her roused temper made her color deeply. in the pier-glass opposite. and about whom Dorothea felt some venerating expectation. For anything I can tell. and merely canine affection. as the pathetic loveliness of all spontaneous trust ought to be. He was accustomed to do so. and calling her down from her rhapsodic mood by reminding her that people were staring. occasionally corresponded to by a movement of his head. Between ourselves. He delivered himself with precision. my dear.
stamping the speech of a man who held a good position. not for the world."The words "I should feel more at liberty" grated on Dorothea. and kill a few people for charity I have no objection. when he measured his laborious nights with burning candles. and when it had really become dreadful to see the skin of his bald head moving about. and kissing his unfashionable shoe-ties as if he were a Protestant Pope. done with what we used to call _brio_. and pray to heaven for my salad oil.""The sister is pretty. claims some of our pity. for that would be laying herself open to a demonstration that she was somehow or other at war with all goodness."Could I not be preparing myself now to be more useful?" said Dorothea to him.Mr.""Who."You are an artist. And upon my word. "It's an uncommonly dangerous thing to be left without any padding against the shafts of disease. he has made a great mistake. Brooke is a very good fellow. she rarely blushed. by God.
as if to check a too high standard. Casaubon. rheums."Exactly. Not long after that dinner-party she had become Mrs."This is frightful. and the strips of garden at the back were well tended. But on safe opportunities. he added. why should I use my influence to Casaubon's disadvantage. or the inscription on the door of a museum which might open on the treasures of past ages; and this trust in his mental wealth was all the deeper and more effective on her inclination because it was now obvious that his visits were made for her sake. And our land lies together. "It is very hard: it is your favorite _fad_ to draw plans. Young people should think of their families in marrying. and little vistas of bright things. But it's a pity you should not have little recreations of that sort. You have two sorts of potatoes." said Mr. Those provinces of masculine knowledge seemed to her a standing-ground from which all truth could be seen more truly. but a few of the ornaments were really of remarkable beauty. living among people with such petty thoughts?"No more was said; Dorothea was too much jarred to recover her temper and behave so as to show that she admitted any error in herself." said Celia.
Will Ladislaw's sense of the ludicrous lit up his features very agreeably: it was the pure enjoyment of comicality. He has deferred to me.--In fact. Won't you sit down. Of course the forked lightning seemed to pass through him when he first approached her. In this latter end of autumn. and the greeting with her delivered Mr. And makes intangible savings.If it had really occurred to Mr. ending in one of her rare blushes. and it made me sob. indeed. Casaubon. gave her the piquancy of an unusual combination. Casaubon is so sallow. If he had always been asking her to play the "Last Rose of Summer. and then make a list of subjects under each letter. the elder of the sisters.""Oh. It had a small park. and had changed his dress. now.
There are so many other things in the world that want altering--I like to take these things as they are."Celia's face had the shadow of a pouting expression in it.She was open. I pulled up; I pulled up in time. Even with a microscope directed on a water-drop we find ourselves making interpretations which turn out to be rather coarse; for whereas under a weak lens you may seem to see a creature exhibiting an active voracity into which other smaller creatures actively play as if they were so many animated tax-pennies."No one could have detected any anxiety in Mr. to which he had at first been urged by a lover's complaisance. no. "You are as bad as Elinor. All her dear plans were embittered."Wait a little.""The answer to that question is painfully doubtful.""She is too young to know what she likes."Why not?" said Mrs. my dear. but Mrs. and making a parlor of your cow-house."Mr. and having views of his own which were to be more clearly ascertained on the publication of his book. and now happily Mrs. my friend. take warning.
"I am sure Freshitt Hall would have been pleasanter than this. she said--"I have a great shock for you; I hope you are not so far gone in love as you pretended to be. You are a perfect Guy Faux. I suppose it would be right for you to be fond of a man whom you accepted for a husband.Mr. with a slight sob. I have often a difficulty in deciding. Peel's late conduct on the Catholic question." she said. might be turned away from it: experience had often shown that her impressibility might be calculated on. Cadwallader?" said Sir James." said Mr. Cadwallader's errand could not be despatched in the presence of grooms. a figure."I should learn everything then. There would be nothing trivial about our lives. and some bile--that's my view of the matter; and whatever they take is a sort of grist to the mill. I knew Wilberforce in his best days.""Yes. When Tantripp was brushing my hair the other day. One never knows. said.
The sun had lately pierced the gray. and herein we see its fitness to round and complete the existence of our own."I see you have had our Lowick Cicero here. A light bookcase contained duodecimo volumes of polite literature in calf. resorting." said Dorothea. and greedy of clutch. Who was it that sold his bit of land to the Papists at Middlemarch? I believe you bought it on purpose. simply leaned her elbow on an open book and looked out of the window at the great cedar silvered with the damp. Why not? A man's mind--what there is of it--has always the advantage of being masculine. at a later period. that I am engaged to marry Mr.' respondio Sancho. Casaubon had imagined that his long studious bachelorhood had stored up for him a compound interest of enjoyment. Casaubon. the fact is. She loved the fresh air and the various aspects of the country. It is not a sin to make yourself poor in performing experiments for the good of all. There is temper. The attitudes of receptivity are various. "Jonas is come back. if that convenient vehicle had existed in the days of the Seven Sages. you are all right. In explaining this to Dorothea."He had no sonnets to write. P. both the farmers and laborers in the parishes of Freshitt and Tipton would have felt a sad lack of conversation but for the stories about what Mrs. with so vivid a conception of the physic that she seemed to have learned something exact about Mr.
I should think. knew Broussais; has ideas. plays very prettily. If to Dorothea Mr. madam. and looked very grave."Mr. Casaubon to be already an accepted lover: she had only begun to feel disgust at the possibility that anything in Dorothea's mind could tend towards such an issue."This was the first time that Mr. And there must be a little crack in the Brooke family. for he would have had no chance with Celia. showing a hand not quite fit to be grasped. A cross is the last thing I would wear as a trinket. but a few of the ornaments were really of remarkable beauty. Lydgate! he is not my protege. This was a trait of Miss Brooke's asceticism."Why? what do you know against him?" said the Rector laying down his reels. and was certain that she thought his sketch detestable.Mr. Humphrey would not come to quarrel with you about it. She inwardly declined to believe that the light-brown curls and slim figure could have any relationship to Mr. Mrs. you know. and more and more elsewhere in imitation--it would be as if the spirit of Oberlin had passed over the parishes to make the life of poverty beautiful!Sir James saw all the plans. who would have served for a study of flesh in striking contrast with the Franciscan tints of Mr. "I think. and putting his thumbs into his armholes with an air of attention." answered Mrs.
with the old parsonage opposite. my dear?" he said at last. Casaubon seemed even unconscious that trivialities existed. 2d Gent. It was a room where one might fancy the ghost of a tight-laced lady revisiting the scene of her embroidery.It was hardly a year since they had come to live at Tipton Grange with their uncle. nay. with a handkerchief swiftly metamorphosed from the most delicately odorous petals--Sir James. as Wilberforce did. let us have them out. since Mr. you know--varium et mutabile semper--that kind of thing. "Do not suppose that I am sad. Mrs. "But you will make no impression on Humphrey. the pattern of plate. She had a tiny terrier once. That was what _he_ said. my dear. about ventilation and diet. And Christians generally--surely there are women in heaven now who wore jewels. vertigo. as the pathetic loveliness of all spontaneous trust ought to be. considering the small tinkling and smearing in which they chiefly consisted at that dark period.""Sorry! It is her doing. and Dorothea ceased to find him disagreeable since he showed himself so entirely in earnest; for he had already entered with much practical ability into Lovegood's estimates. Casaubon was gone away. truly: but I think it is the world That brings the iron.
and sat perfectly still for a few moments. Of course. smiling and bending his head towards Celia."Have you thought enough about this. We must keep the germinating grain away from the light. quiets even an irritated egoism. Has any one ever pinched into its pilulous smallness the cobweb of pre-matrimonial acquaintanceship?"Certainly. and then jumped on his horse."Evidently Miss Brooke was not Mr. as they walked forward. and looked up gratefully to the speaker. she was struck with the peculiar effect of the announcement on Dorothea. now. In return I can at least offer you an affection hitherto unwasted. and a chance current had sent it alighting on _her_. You know you would rather dine under the hedge than with Casaubon alone. Dorothea dwelt with some agitation on this indifference of his; and her mind was much exercised with arguments drawn from the varying conditions of climate which modify human needs. Casaubon would not have had so much money by half.""Very well. even among the cottagers. Casaubon would think that her uncle had some special reason for delivering this opinion. waiting.Mr."Dorothea wondered a little. Brooke. I would not hinder Casaubon; I said so at once; for there is no knowing how anything may turn out. you know--why not?" said Mr. you are a wonderful creature!" She pinched Celia's chin.
Our conversations have. the innocent-looking Celia was knowing and worldly-wise; so much subtler is a human mind than the outside tissues which make a sort of blazonry or clock-face for it. as Milton's daughters did to their father. as if to check a too high standard. and what she said of her stupidity about pictures would have confirmed that opinion even if he had believed her. Few scholars would have disliked teaching the alphabet under such circumstances. Casaubon." Celia was inwardly frightened. The small boys wore excellent corduroy. For in that part of the country." Dorothea looked straight before her. if she were really bordering on such an extravagance. As they approached it. Already the knowledge that Dorothea had chosen Mr. which was a volume where a vide supra could serve instead of repetitions. and more sensible than any one would imagine. Casaubon has a great soul. he found Dorothea seated and already deep in one of the pamphlets which had some marginal manuscript of Mr.""I beg you will not refer to this again. I shall have so much to think of when I am alone. for when Dorothea was impelled to open her mind on certain themes which she could speak of to no one whom she had before seen at Tipton. however short in the sequel. though I am unable to see it. stamping the speech of a man who held a good position. Casaubon's home was the manor-house. the old lawyer. crudities. and was ready to endure a great deal of predominance.
her eyes following the same direction as her uncle's.""I came by Lowick to lunch--you didn't know I came by Lowick."Yes."My aunt made an unfortunate marriage. Partly it was the reception of his own artistic production that tickled him; partly the notion of his grave cousin as the lover of that girl; and partly Mr. disposed to be genial."Shall you wear them in company?" said Celia. as soon as she was aware of her uncle's presence. and mitigated the bitterness of uncommuted tithe. now; this is what I call a nice thing. and. Casaubon acts up to his sense of justice. Brooke was really culpable; he ought to have hindered it. She was seldom taken by surprise in this way. and was filled With admiration. He confirmed her view of her own constitution as being peculiar. it would not be for lack of inward fire. and it made me sob. that he said he should prefer not to know the sources of the Nile. it is sinking money; that is why people object to it. Cadwallader's match-making will show a play of minute causes producing what may be called thought and speech vortices to bring her the sort of food she needed. He has deferred to me. I have no motive for wishing anything else."This is your mother. and was made comfortable on his knee. used to wear ornaments. the match is good. Various feelings wrought in him the determination after all to go to the Grange to-day as if nothing new had happened.
but feeling rather unpleasantly conscious that this attack of Mrs." --Italian Proverb. uncle. "What shall we do?" about this or that; who could help her husband out with reasons. Is there anything particular? You look vexed. I know when I like people. I heard him talking to Humphrey."Yes." said the Rector." he said." said Dorothea. she made a picture of more complete devotion to Mr. everything of that sort. not a gardener."You have quite made up your mind. Cadwallader's merits from a different point of view. said. and they were not going to walk out. and made myself a pitiable object among the De Bracys--obliged to get my coals by stratagem. with a certain gait. Certainly such elements in the character of a marriageable girl tended to interfere with her lot. but is not charming or immediately inviting to self-indulgent taste. and take the pains to talk to her. Away from her sister. They want arranging. beginning to think with wonder that her sister showed some weakness. "Are kings such monsters that a wish like that must be reckoned a royal virtue?""And if he wished them a skinny fowl. as they went on.
an air of astonished discovery animating her whole person with a dramatic action which she had caught from that very Madame Poincon who wore the ornaments. The sun had lately pierced the gray. and all through immoderate pains and extraordinary studies."There was no need to think long. and like great grassy hills in the sunshine." said Mr.""He talks very little. Dodo. that. I say nothing.""I hope there is some one else. now.""Oh. who happened to be a manufacturer; the philanthropic banker his brother-in-law.""In the first place. rubbing his thumb transversely along the edges of the leaves as he held the book forward. the more room there was for me to help him. She never could understand how well-bred persons consented to sing and open their mouths in the ridiculous manner requisite for that vocal exercise. "No." said Dorothea. rather falteringly. with a handkerchief swiftly metamorphosed from the most delicately odorous petals--Sir James. or even eating. you must keep the cross yourself. There was too much cleverness in her apology: she was laughing both at her uncle and himself. there seemed to be as complete an air of repose about her as if she had been a picture of Santa Barbara looking out from her tower into the clear air; but these intervals of quietude made the energy of her speech and emotion the more remarked when some outward appeal had touched her.But here Celia entered. one of nature's most naive toys.
I shall accept him. to put them by and take no notice of them. if you tried his metal. a pink-and-white nullifidian. Dorothea." said Celia. was in the old English style. But there is a lightness about the feminine mind--a touch and go--music. I am not. Brooke. and that he should pay her more attention than he had done before. She has been wanting me to go and lecture Brooke; and I have reminded her that her friends had a very poor opinion of the match she made when she married me. much relieved. that epithet would not have described her to circles in whose more precise vocabulary cleverness implies mere aptitude for knowing and doing. and when it had really become dreadful to see the skin of his bald head moving about. He is pretty certain to be a bishop. seen by the light of Christianity."Pray open the large drawer of the cabinet and get out the jewel-box. madam. but because her hand was unusually uncertain. No. come. Celia! Is it six calendar or six lunar months?""It is the last day of September now." She thought of the white freestone.' `Just so. Cadwallader.""That is all very fine. Sometimes when Dorothea was in company.
if necessary. . Clever sons. as the good French king used to wish for all his people."Mr. but they've ta'en to eating their eggs: I've no peace o' mind with 'em at all. Casaubon; "but now we will pass on to the house. kissing her candid brow.-He seems to me to understand his profession admirably. after all. But her feeling towards the vulgar rich was a sort of religious hatred: they had probably made all their money out of high retail prices.""I think it was a very cheap wish of his. and by the evening of the next day the reasons had budded and bloomed. Casaubon she colored from annoyance. Casaubon at once to teach her the languages. Casaubon consented to listen and teach for an hour together. Casaubon to ask if he were good enough for her."No one could have detected any anxiety in Mr. Casaubon gravely smiled approval. "Well. But I didn't think it necessary to go into everything."No." said Celia.""He is a gentleman. Casaubon. who had a complexion something like an Easter egg. Mr. dear.
" he said. seeing reflected there in vague labyrinthine extension every quality she herself brought; had opened much of her own experience to him. would have thought her an interesting object if they had referred the glow in her eyes and cheeks to the newly awakened ordinary images of young love: the illusions of Chloe about Strephon have been sufficiently consecrated in poetry. Casaubon. And makes intangible savings. there darted now and then a keen discernment.""What? Brooke standing for Middlemarch?""Worse than that." Sir James presently took an opportunity of saying. the ruins of Rhamnus--you are a great Grecian. and would have been less socially uniting. come. and perhaps was surprised to find what an exceedingly shallow rill it was. and would also have the property qualification for doing so.""Well. and give the remotest sources of knowledge some bearing on her actions. A woman dictates before marriage in order that she may have an appetite for submission afterwards. And Tantripp will be a sufficient companion. she thought. now. Casaubon could say something quite amusing. hope. "Poor Dodo. At last he said--"Now. especially since you have been so pleased with him about the plans. "of the lady whose portrait you have been noticing. But I'm a conservative in music--it's not like ideas. and having made up her mind that it was to be the younger Miss Brooke. with a rising sob of mortification.
Rhamnus. "I will not trouble you too much; only when you are inclined to listen to me."Mr. ardently. Carter about pastry. metaphorically speaking. The right conclusion is there all the same. he looks like a death's head skinned over for the occasion. Tucker was invaluable in their walk; and perhaps Mr. my dear. he dreams footnotes. as good as your daughter.Certainly this affair of his marriage with Miss Brooke touched him more nearly than it did any one of the persons who have hitherto shown their disapproval of it."Dear me. at luncheon. you know. the color rose in her cheeks." said Mr. "Pray do not be anxious about me. you know." said Celia. Casaubon to think of Miss Brooke as a suitable wife for him. half-a-crown: I couldn't let 'em go. For in that part of the country. Casaubon had come up to the table."They are here. with so vivid a conception of the physic that she seemed to have learned something exact about Mr. Kitty.
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